It's strange getting older.  I woke up and wasn't able to get back to sleep and as I sit at the computer there really isn't anything that says "HEY LETS GO DO THIS".
It's almost as if I'm just existing.  Things I used to really enjoy doing and spent hours and hours daily doing don't even interest me enough to do it for more then 15min a month.
Even gaming really isn't fun anymore.

I spend so much time alone.  I sometimes dream how nice it would be to be with Theresa again but then I realize with us living clean across the country from each other that likelyhood is -100%