It's been a while since I posted.
Tonight I feel strange.  Have for the last few days on/off.
Few days ago I was dizzy most of the day.  Even stretching made me almost fall out of the chair.
Tonight I just can't think clearly.  It feels like I didn't take my meds today but I'm pretty sure I did.
Pill minder hasn't been refilled though so not entirely sure.
 
Left the Old God's guild in wow.  Way too much drama.  Followed thorne et al to a new guild called "Order of Valhalla" but man does it feel lonely.
Been doing a LOT of coding lately, which is great in that it is getting my mind going again, bad in that I'm losing even more sleep and in that I'm not active in wow.
Can't seem to really focus on anything w/o falling down giant rabbit holes.

Today I slept alot so yet again my sleep schedule is messed up.  I almost had it fixed.  But I've been sick last couple of days and was just worn out and unable to think around 1400
 
Lots of changes coming for Neard in the coming days/weeks.  Hopefully by the 1st of the year it will be fully reborne.  I wonder if Ali will help me redesign it.
Pissed off the original creator, apparently by forking and then releasing fixes, so he banned me from commenting on any issues.  Probably blocked me from creating any too but idk, idc.
 
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Hard to believe that in just 2 days my oldest son will be 38!   Seems like just a few years ago he was a teen.  I still remember when we met & I married his mother how much joy that brought me.
Was the first time I can actually remember feeling true Joy.
Bible says "Faith, hope & love, but the greatest of these is love."
I have no doubt in that!
Happy Birthday Son!
 
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Joomla hits 16 tomorrow and with it a major release.

We've waited a long time for Joomla! 4.0 and its finally here. 

https://www.joomla.org/announcements/release-news/5843-birthday-present-announcement-joomla-4-stable-17th-august.html

We've updated our site to 3.10 and will be staying with the 3.x architecture for the forseeable future.

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Well, day 5 of the.. "overwhelmed to the point of depression" week.  I'm sleeping in shifts now which probably isn't the best way to do so, and leaves ted alone for most of the time.  Which is good & bad.  Good in that he can relax, bad in that he gets lonely & then gets depressed.

Tried creating a new ui for healing that really has me floored.  I can see the value in it but not sure if I have the brain power to use it effectively.  The bad part is there is no way to test if I can w/o just doing it.  That makes it bad for everyone else.  I've got to really try to think this thru WITHOUT driving myself insane.
I've still got my old way setup so worst case, I punt and go back to what I know.
It's "interesting" how many things that were very simple for you to do as a young man seem to require a  herculean effort now.
I go Thursday for my ct's so we'll see what the surgeon says after that.
Keep praying that we figure out how to get our legs underneath us and start putting this house back together.
Selah

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Depression is such an annoying thing.

One minute your fine, the next your depressed with often times no real reason why.  And sometimes its the stupidest of things that is so depressing.
This is the 3rd day this week that I've felt this way.  Thankfully its not overwhelming depression.  It simply feels like nothing is going to get done & even if it were it wouldn't be good enough.  I'm not good enough.

My oxygen levels have been 88 when waking the last two days so that might be a contributing factor.
GOD I HATE GETTING OLD!

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