Just now I'm sitting here going thru the things I need to do and suddenly a way of depression hits me like a truck. "Damn your old and falling apart dude!"
Getting old is NOT for the weak.
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Another night where I'm feeling weird.
Why am I lonely right now. Is it because everyone has been asleep for hours and I'm not? Is it because the members of wow I normally run with were gone today?
Is it cause its 5am and I'm alone?
Is it lonlieness that makes you feel empty inside?
Damn I wish I was still married to a wife that was trustworthy.
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Why do I always feel half brain dead when I stay up @ night. Sitting here somewhere between depression & boredom.
Just got done healing a run and am shaking like a leaf! Never had that experience before.
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Day #2 of being in a brain fog. Not as bad as yesterday when I forgot to take Tuesday's meds but still not thinking clearly.
Medically things sure are a mess right now. Got appointments mon, tue, wed next week to START sorting things out.
I wonder why I hate leaving the house now?
Something I should definetly bring up at my next counseling session.
So glad inaguration went off smoothly. Let just pray it continues to go as well.
selah
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