Couldn't sleep and my brain is just a fog.
Even gaming really isn't fun anymore.
I spend so much time alone. I sometimes dream how nice it would be to be with Theresa again but then I realize with us living clean across the country from each other that likelyhood is -100%
Tonight during raid things were pretty rough. I got angry at how I was made to feel and instead of calming down after it was over, I continued to get angrier as the minutes wore on. Normally this only happens when I feel I've been wronged and its not addressed. This probably shouldn't have been one of those circumstances. Made it impossible to enjoy raiding.
I suddenly find that I'm extremely depressed. It's like a wall of lead trying to wash over me.
Ted has mentioned that he's wondering if I'm coming down with Alzheimers and I'm beginning to think maybe he's right. So many simple things are difficult now and seem more so, albeit slowly.
Just took my meds so maybe that will help, but I've noticed the last week or so I've not been "right".
Turns out not only am I blocked from any comments on his issues, which in and of itself is fine, but now I'm also banned from forking any of his content.
In short he's gone about as far towards a ban on public git as he can go.
Now I find out that one of the core parts of neard is now owned by him and used exclusively on Neard and Wamp. With wamps version being very specific to wamp.
Tonight I feel strange. Have for the last few days on/off.
Few days ago I was dizzy most of the day. Even stretching made me almost fall out of the chair.
Been doing a LOT of coding lately, which is great in that it is getting my mind going again, bad in that I'm losing even more sleep and in that I'm not active in wow.
Can't seem to really focus on anything w/o falling down giant rabbit holes.
Today I slept alot so yet again my sleep schedule is messed up. I almost had it fixed. But I've been sick last couple of days and was just worn out and unable to think around 1400
Joomla hits 16 tomorrow and with it a major release.
We've waited a long time for Joomla! 4.0 and its finally here.
https://www.joomla.org/announcements/release-news/5843-birthday-present-announcement-joomla-4-stable-17th-august.html
We've updated our site to 3.10 and will be staying with the 3.x architecture for the forseeable future.
Well, day 5 of the.. "overwhelmed to the point of depression" week. I'm sleeping in shifts now which probably isn't the best way to do so, and leaves ted alone for most of the time. Which is good & bad. Good in that he can relax, bad in that he gets lonely & then gets depressed.
Tried creating a new ui for healing that really has me floored. I can see the value in it but not sure if I have the brain power to use it effectively. The bad part is there is no way to test if I can w/o just doing it. That makes it bad for everyone else. I've got to really try to think this thru WITHOUT driving myself insane.