Melancholy night

Tonights one of those melancholy nights where I can't sleep and can't focus much.  Just kinda sitting here being present.
I'm not moody, depressed, restless or any other *ess just in that weird place where you just "exist".
I know "existing" isn't a healthy place and my pledge for the year was supposed to be to get out more and stop just "existing" but I haven't managed to achieve that yet.
God's Not Finished With Me Yet - Philippians 1:6 - A Clay Jar