Mom's passing

Mom is soon to depart but so far I'm ok.  I don't understand why she's allowing herself to starve to death but she has made the decision to not let them put a feeding tube in.  I'm fairly confident that had she let them she would've gotten better.  All we can do is make arrangements and wait.  As sick as she is I doubt it will be very long.
Having a very hard time focusing on anything today.  Helped Ted some with the wall and that was helpful.
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.