More Depression

Another wave of depression plowing me over.  idky I let drama from other people get to me so much.
Turns out not only am I blocked from any comments on his issues, which in and of itself is fine, but now I'm also banned from forking any of his content.
In short he's gone about as far towards a ban on public git as he can go.
Now I find out that one of the core parts of neard is now owned by him and used exclusively on Neard and Wamp.  With wamps version being very specific to wamp.
Idk if I'm fully up to this challenge or not.  Is it worth the hassles?  Have I bitten off more then I can chew?
Ordered replacement motherboard & CPU to replace what we have.  Bios randomly decided to switch and reset itself.  Fans still don't show up... 
Seems like I'm spending all my time chasing my tail.

Tomorrow is thanksgiving, well, today now, and as I explained to Ted we do have a LOT to be thankful for, it feels like we're always living one step away from extinction.
I'm sure glad GOD has my back cause nobody else seems to right now.